You Found Me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me!

Im trying to get my blog back in order. The number of posts during November just wasnt enough. So I have to improve, but then again, it was the busiest month of my life.

So I got a text from my dad this morning, I know, I was surprised too. He wants to get together. "So your exams are over mate, do you want to come down and see the farm?" I dont understand how my exams made it impossible for a call, of which, I didnt get even on my birthday. I dont think he understands that the state that our relationship is in at the moment, that I dont want to go and spend a happy fun weekend frolliking amongst the cows and sheep. If anything, I just want to go and have lunch or something, until the relationship is healed slightly, if thats possible. A further effect of my realtionship with my father is my poverty. I am already living the life of a poor Uni student before ive even started uni!

So this week I began searching for a job. Ive applied for David Jones, Zara, Glue Store, and Fossil. All in Sydney, and all retail. I really hope that something comes out of one, because my current financial situation just isnt good enough! My chemist job is earning me $30 a week, which is better than nothing, but still!, $30! I cant live off that, particularly in the Christmas period. Gah! If anyone can help my job search, all suggestions are welcomed :)

Finally, I will babble on about my romantic status at the moment. Which, is unchanged, annoyingly. No love for me! I think there are two boys who are flirting with me, but im not really into them, so I kinda just turn their flirting into nice conversations. Basically they arent 'Prince' or 'Jazz'. Who im still strung up on. Love sucks! Why cant things ever be easy! I just want an amazing relationship! GAAAAAAH!